Mixed Emotions

MaryAnn had asked me what I had seen in you when we first met. My initial thought was that you weren’t Dennis. But that wasn’t it, you were so intelligent. You had all of this knowledge and the thirst for more. I wanted to see what it was that you knew and I never even scratched the surface.
I remember you getting so irritated with me when I would ask if you could do something for me. I found out later is was all in the wording. It wasn’t could but would. You could do just about anything and for that I am grateful.
But I am ashamed to find that there are moments of relief. Moments of freedom. Which they say is normal. I find that anything I experience is normal.
I continue to love you.